COVID-19 Confused
If like me you are Covid confused then I think you are reading this with the same mindset as many and looking for information to make sense of everything.
The Vaccines will have positive and negative results and my belief is that the data should be out there, with the good and the bad visible, this promotes trust.
I would point out that I am not a conspiracy theorist but also not a sheep, I have my own mind and my own thoughts and like many things, in life I have been let down by professionals who I have put trust with and built up a resistance to things over the years.
COVID-19 is being reported globally as horrific with millions of deaths and people are losing their battle to Covid, leaving loved ones lost with life taken too soon due to this horrible epidemic and the more I follow the media coverage the more I feel frustrated and confused with the information in the media and from the Government.
My confusion grows by the week and as the Government makes a change to laws and suggestions on how we should live our lives and how we can go to work or travel I am more confused as things do not add up for me.
For example, Masks do not work, please wear masks, Masks not enough to stop COVID-19's spread without distancing, Covid is caught from touch and wash your hands, Covid is transmitted airborne, etc. As with everything, data is key and this means that in reality, decision-makers are behind the actual event timelines and then blamed for not acting sooner. They basically cannot win, act too soon get blamed or act too slowly and get criticised about actions.
Daily life is dictated by Government specialists who use medical data that I also read and follow, from the information I find, it often makes no sense as to what is suggested and seems to be knee-jerk reactions and guesswork to be seen to be doing something.
COVID-19 Epidemic
I decided to embark on a journey to find data and keep my own collection of information and try to stop watching the media to make up my own opinions of COVID-19 as everyone else around me was scared and negative with daily frustrating worry and behind this, the media fueling the worry.
I wanted to make my own mind up and capture events as they happened and not trust the media and read later data or information that may have changed or been tweaked. This is my journey and my thoughts on what I find, not something I am pushing on anyone else.
COVID-19 UK Deaths by Week - LIVE DATA
Total deaths from all causes with deaths registered by week in England and Wales over 5 years is something I have been following. This data is pulled from the Office for National Statistics and is public data the Government share and should be accurate. This information should be clear in my view that Covid-19 is killing tens of thousands of people monthly and also in my circle of friends and family I would be having conversations about the deaths of loved ones.
Now I am not meaning to be disrespectful to anyone who has died or lost a loved one, but my concern is the data doesn't show huge deaths due to Covid. The UK record as public information death rates by year showing mortality statistics.
There is year on year an increase in population and with this an increase in death rates that are possible as the numbers grow year on year.
In 2018 541,589 people died in England and Wales compared to 2020 with 608,002 which is 66,413 more deaths in 2020. With the growth in population, I find this death rate to look normal and this is not being disrespectful to anyone but confused looking at numbers.
If you look at 1993 there were 578,512 deaths which means the difference comparing 2020 is 29,490 deaths nearly a decade ago.
The year 2020 was the worst year recorded for deaths of COVID and global loss of life was massive according to the media. So let's look at data from the start of the pandemic.
The Death rates from the start of COVID to 26th November 2021
Number of deaths registered by week, England and Wales, 28 December 2019 to 26 November 2021
I personally cannot understand this death rate data as I would expect a much higher death rate due to COVID 19 and the graphs show Total deaths from all causes with deaths registered by week in England and Wales and a screenshot (to prevent data changes) take to capture the data from 28 December 2019 to 26 November 2021 can be seen above.
The entire World ground to a halt and economies were destroyed with years of recovery needed. I do not want to suggest this is not real and COVID 19 is a killer for sure but I have questions.
As everyone panics to get a Vaccine that was created so quickly it doesn't make sense and then people are dying of this Vaccine and this data doesn't seem to ever be reported I feel more and more confused.
The pharmaceutical companies making huge profits from this situation and China exporting millions of COVID PPE and Test Kits profiting from this epidemic.
In my circles, I do not have friends and family dying and talking about deaths, but I do have people with Vaccine issues and concerns yet the media coverage is all about deaths and nothing is ever mentioned.
Another new strain was found and reported as worse than the previous and suddenly the previous strains are not mentioned as the focus shifts to the new variants yet still in my circle everyone is safe and sound.
What is the actual truth and who is driving this negativity and for what gain?
COVID Vaccine Official Data Sheets
COVID Vaccine - Is it Safe?
So personally I do not take medication like they are sweets and in my life at 45 years old I have not needed medical intervention and I do not even know a Doctor at my registered surgery. Two decades and more in my working life, I never been off ill and feel happy with my immune system to cope with most things it has to deal with.
As I follow medical research about COVID and Vaccine development I became unclear as to how the media reported the data and information.
The demand was high due to global panic and pharmaceutical companies like Pfizer, AstraZeneca and Moderna were desperate to win the race to find a vaccine and achieve full FDA approval and in my opinion, they would be prepared to do everything to win due to the financial gain is huge!
- Pfizer / BioNTech mRNA vaccine expected sales in 2021: $15bn-$30bn
- Moderna mRNA vaccine expected sales in 2021: $18bn-$20bn
- Johnson & Johnson Adenovirus vaccine expected sales in 2021: up to $10bn
- AstraZeneca Adenovirus vector vaccine expected sales in 2021: $2bn-$3bn
So as the Covid vaccine is rolled out life-threatening responses are linked to a compound in the packaging of the messenger RNA (mRNA) that forms the vaccine's main ingredient, polyethylene glycol (PEG), known to trigger reactions.
PEG has never been used before in any approved vaccine due to its ability to trigger anaphylaxis which is a potentially life-threatening reaction that can cause anything from rashes to plummeting blood pressure, shortness of breath, and a fast heartbeat as just some of the side effects.
Also a condition that affects the blood, known as idiopathic thrombocytopenic purpura (ITP), may be associated the Oxford-AstraZeneca vaccine, this risk was not found for the Pfizer-BioNTech vaccine.
Some allergists and immunologists believe a small number of people previously exposed to PEG may have high levels of antibodies against PEG, putting them at risk of an anaphylactic reaction to the vaccine.
Anaphylactic reactions can occur with any vaccine and Scientists who believe PEG may be the culprit to deaths stress that vaccination should continue. "We need to get vaccinated" and I am sorry but this doesn't sit well with me at all.
My thoughts are to look at the clinical trials used to agree these vaccines are safe and if you look into this you will find the trials excluded those who previously had a severe adverse reaction from any vaccine.
So the question I have is if people with previous allergic reactions from vaccines are not allowed to take part in the safety testing data then this testing data is underrepresented and false.
Once the vaccine is agreed to be safe and roll out started, everyone is expected to get the vaccine and the media suggests it's safe and so do scientists. Well, I am not so sure at this point in time sorry.
The main COVID vaccines contain mRNA wrapped in lipid nanoparticles (LNPs) to help carry it to human cells but also act as an adjuvant, a vaccine ingredient that bolsters the immune response.
The LNPs are "PEGylated"—chemically attached to PEG molecules that cover the outside of the particles and increase their stability and life span.
PEGs are also used in everyday products such as toothpaste and shampoo as thickeners, solvents, softeners, and moisture carriers, and they've been used as a laxative for decades.
It is reported that 72% of people have at least some antibodies against PEGs, according to a 2016 study led by Samuel Lai, a pharmaco-engineer at the University of North Carolina, Chapel Hill, presumably as a result of exposure to cosmetics and pharmaceuticals.
In this study, 7% of people have a level that may be high enough to predispose them to anaphylactic reactions and some companies have dropped PEGylated products from their pipeline as a result of studies.
Szebeni believes CARPA explains the severe anaphylactoid reactions some PEGylated drugs are occasionally known to cause, including cancer blockbuster Doxil.
A team assembled by Bruce Sullenger, a surgeon at Duke University, experienced similar issues with an experimental anticoagulant containing PEGylated RNA. The team had to halt a phase III trial in 2014 following severe allergic responses and one participant died.
Sullenger said, "That stopped the trial. The team found that every participant with an anaphylaxis had high levels of anti-PEG IgG. But some with no adverse reaction had high levels as well".
The amount of PEG in the mRNA vaccines is lower than in most PEGylated drugs. Some drugs are often given intravenously but the two COVID-19 vaccines are injected into a muscle, which leads to a delayed exposure and a much lower level of PEG in the blood, where most anti-PEG antibodies are.
Pharmaceutical companies are aware of the risks. In a stock market prospectus filed on 6 December 2018, Moderna acknowledged the possibility of "reactions to the PEG from some lipids or PEG otherwise associated with the LNP."
BioNTech researchers proposed an alternative to PEG for therapeutic mRNA delivery, noting: "The PEGylation of nanoparticles can also have substantial disadvantages concerning activity and safety."
All vaccines carry some risk is the line taken here with COVID 19 and the vaccine is given with anaphylactic reaction waiting at the vaccination site for 30 minutes after the vaccine so it can be determined if someone is at risk and if they are they can be treated if necessary immediately.
On September 8th 2020 the AstraZeneca Covid-19 vaccine study was put on hold due to suspected adverse reaction in a participant in the UK. The vaccine known as AZD1222 uses an adenovirus that carries a gene for one of the proteins in SARS-CoV-2, the virus that causes Covid-19.
The adenovirus is designed to induce the immune system to generate a protective response against SARS-2. The platform has not been used in an approved vaccine but has been tested in experimental vaccines against other viruses, including the Ebola virus.
16,000 Physicians and Scientists Agree Kids Shouldn’t Get COVID Vaccine
COVID vaccines are “irreversible and potentially permanently damaging,” says Dr. Robert Malone, who explains why 16,000 physicians and medical scientists around the world signed a declaration publicly declaring healthy children should not be vaccinated for COVID-19.
There are three issues parents need to understand:
The first is that a viral gene will be injected into your children’s cells. This gene forces your child’s body to make toxic spike proteins. These proteins often cause permanent damage in children’s critical organs, including:
- Their brain and nervous system.
- Their heart and blood vessels, including blood clots.
- Their reproductive system.
- This vaccine can trigger fundamental changes to their immune system.
The most alarming point about this is that once these damages have occurred, they are irreparable:
- You can’t fix the lesions within their brain.
- You can’t repair heart tissue scarring.
- You can’t repair a genetically reset immune system.
This vaccine can cause reproductive damage that could affect future generations of your family.
The second thing you need to know about is the fact that this novel technology has not been adequately tested.
We need at least 5 years of testing/research before we can really understand the risks.
Harms and risks from new medicines often become revealed many years later.
Ask yourself if you want your own child to be part of the most radical medical experiment in human history.
One final point: the reason they’re giving you to vaccinate your child is a lie.
Your children represent no danger to their parents or grandparents.
It’s actually the opposite. Their immunity, after getting COVID, is critical to save your family if not the world from this disease.
Robert W. Malone, M.D.
Children and COVID
My biggest concern is children and parents have to make the decision to vaccinate the children not knowing the future. Are children really in need of the vaccine, decades ago children built natural immunity and now it is suggested that they need flu jabs and children bring letters home about getting different jabs and boosters.
The flu vaccine for children is given as a single dose of nasal spray squirted up each nostril because it is more effective than the needle, then two years later it is the needle as it is more effective than the nasal spray. Which is better, this mislead information leads to confusion.
When you see BBC headlines "Two teenage boys from the same school in Staffordshire who died within a week of each other had both contracted Covid-19".
Reading this the students at St John Fisher Catholic College, in Newcastle-under-Lyme had been due to have Covid vaccinations just weeks before the pupils died. Only flu vaccinations were given at the school on 8th October 2021, the vaccination service said, and Covid jabs were rescheduled for 19 November. After suffering from the effects of Covid-19, the Year 11 pupil returned a negative lateral flow test on Thursday 28th October 2021 and was due to go back to school the following week, but died suddenly on the Saturday.
This article is more worrying because these children had not had the Covid vaccine they had received the FLU vaccine and there are questions around the safety of this also.
Vaccinations for healthy 12 to 15-year old children in England were recommended in September 2021 to have the COVID vaccine and this is to avoid disruption to education, as there was not enough benefit to warrant it on health grounds alone. This worries me even more!
Should Children have a vaccine that we have 12 months worth of real data and is it even suitable for children?
VIigiAccess Data - Uppsala Monitoring
In my research, I have found the VigiAccess website which is public information that monitors drug usage for the World. You can search any vaccine here and find out the actual recorded data for this to be used by medical professionals.
So if you search "Covid-19 Vaccine" it will collect the information:-
You can then dig into Adverse drug reactions (ADRs), Geographical distribution, Age group distribution, Patient sex distribution and ADR reports per year.
Note: ADR means Adverse drug reactions
I know a decent amount of people who following the Covid 19 vaccine have suffered from headaches and strange issues with young females and menstrual heavy cycle bleeding issues.
As I have never looked at this data before I had no baseline or understanding of as vaccines are rolled, this might be normal and this is normal and science needs human testing in the mass to find issues. So let's look at the Influenza vaccine:-
Looking at the Adverse drug reactions (ADRs) I have no idea what to think about this and feel personally the data captured around the Covid-19 vaccine suggests blood related problems and this the first vaccine to use PEG makes me feel uncomfortable.
In my research I came across the website REAL NOT RARE and this highlighted the FDA are trying to get 55 years to release vaccine data. My concern is that information might be being hidden.
A Chemist Describes His Wife's Major Adverse Reaction After Her COVID Vaccine | The Megyn Kelly Show
So from my research, there are so many side effects and the testing cannot cover all people's diverse conditions. It is interesting thou a Chemist volunteered to play a part of the vaccine research to help people to ensure Covid-19 vaccines could be developed.
An Example of Covid-19 Costs: In the US they dont a have health care like the NHS in the UK and the cost of treatment is madness with the insurance luckaliy covering the costs.
If I lived in states I would panic if I did not have the Vaccine because if the insurance didn't cover the costs this would be horrific.
ER Doctor who recommends Vaccine's looses his job because will not have the Vaccine is grilled and doesnt give information as to why he wont have the vaccine?
"That vaccine is preventing people from getting severse disease, I will agree with that but it is too soon to know what the long term implications this vaccine could have"
Patient Interview - Neurological Issues After Vaccination
This patient interview with Neurological issues after Vaccination is interesting because the guy is a nurse and is pro vaccines and speaks in a positive light but confused.
The more I research the more I am worried and confused trying to find answers still.
Professional Footballers With Issues?
I follow football and when you watch a fit and healthy professional footballers live on TV suddenly have an issue that is reported as a cardiac arrest or related issue and even footballers retire and look only in December 2021.
The Manchester United player Victor Lindelof taken off the pitch with chest pain.
Then Sergio Aguero taken off pitch also with chest pains.
Then Piotr Zielinski taken off pitch also with chest pains.
Tony Robbins - Introducing the “Facts From the Frontlines” -23 May 2020
This was posted 23rd May 2020 and at a point that the data was key to what happened next and I wonder what these people in the video would say know over 12 months later?
So what about the CDC data. Does the Vaccine help and if you are not vaccinated will you naturally create immunity?
Vaccines Save Lives For Sure - But I Am So Confused
12th December 2021 - PM Boris Johnson urges every eligible adult to get a booster vaccine by the end of the year, as he declares an "Omicron emergency"
A further 1,239 new cases of Omicron were announced in the UK on Sunday 12/12/2021, bringing the total number of UK Omicron cases to more than 3,000 - although the real number is estimated to be much higher.
As a result on Sunday 12th December 2021, the PM Boris Johnson urges every eligible adult to get a booster vaccine by the end of the year, as he declares an "Omicron emergency" and states "Do not make the mistake of thinking Omicron can't hurt you". Covid: Boris Johnson sets new booster target over 'Omicron tidal wave' stating "No one should be in any doubt, there is a tidal wave of Omicron coming,"
"I'm afraid we're now facing an emergency in our battle with the new variant Omicron," said Mr Johnson.
"It is now clear that two doses of vaccine are simply not enough to give the level of protection we all need. But the good news is that our scientists are confident that with a third dose, a booster dose, we can all bring our level of protection back up."
He added: "At this point our scientists cannot say that Omicron is less severe.
"And even if that proved to be true, we already know it is so much more transmissible that a wave of Omicron through a population that was not boosted would risk a level of hospitalisation that could overwhelm our NHS and lead sadly to very many deaths."
The new booster target means people aged 18 and over in England will be able to get their third jabs from this week - as long as it has been three months since their second dose.
The prime minister also said:
- 42 teams from the military would be deployed across every region to help the effort
- extra vaccine sites and mobile units would be set up across England
- opening hours of clinics would be extended with more appointments
- thousands more volunteer vaccinators would be trained
- the UK government would also give extra support to speed up vaccinations in Scotland, Wales and Northern Ireland
So I have three big questions:
How fast can Omicron spread?
How are scientists measuring the speed of Omicron's spread or is this theoretical data.
How sick will it make you?
Fatigue and high pulse are among "unusual" symptoms and muscle aches, "scratchy throat" and dry cough. It is also noted tiredness and a mild headache, but NONE of the usual symptoms such as a loss of taste or smell, a high temperature and continuous cough.
Hospitals in South Africa are continuing to report “far milder” symptoms from omicron compared to previous variants. Dr Richard Friedland Chief Executive Officer of Netcare, the largest private health care provider in South Africa satetd a “far less severe form” of Covid.
Can the vaccine protect you?
Scientists stated the list of mutations on Omicron would make vaccines less effective. It just looks so different to the original virus that was used to design the vaccines so how can this roll out make sense?
South African Dr Angelique Coetzee first raised the alarm over the Omicron variant and says the rest of the world is over-reacting.
After 4 weeks of Omicron data in South Africa What Is The Situation?
Omicron appears to be selectively praying upon the vaccinated.
Dr. McCullough reveals that the COVID vaccine has had 41,000 coronavirus deaths from vaccine failures, provides a 1% mortality benefit under 65, and its protection is limited at best against the Omicron variant.
— The Vigilant Fox (@VigilantFox) December 24, 2021
"Omicron appears to be selectively praying upon the vaccinated." pic.twitter.com/GHtQCpwDH7
COVID-19 UK Deaths 28 December 2019 to 09 July 2021
For my research the COVID-19 coronavirus outbreak began on December 31st 2019 with the Chinese authorities alerted the World Health Organization of pneumonia cases in Wuhan City, Hubei province, China, with an unknown cause.
January 1st 2020 officials closed the Huanan seafood market, suspected to be the source of the disease with patients presenting pneumonia-like illness. The people intially infected were people operating the market itself.
It was January 7th 2020 that China identified this new coronavirus as the cause of the outbreak.
From my research coronaviruses are a large family of viruses that we have a lot of data about already and these have been around for years. The different types of coronaviruses can cause varying effects from common colds to severe fatal disease.
Coronaviruses are usually found in animals, some can infect humans and transmit between humans. It is important to note that both SARS and MERS were caused by a coronavirus.
On January 9th 2020 China reported its first death linked to the new coronavirus, 2019-nCoV and this was a 61 year old male who was admitted to hospital in Wuhan. This poor guy had several underlying medical conditions and this guy was found to have respiratory failure and severe pneumonia. The most important thing to note is that this guy also suffered from abdominal tumors and was recorded to have chronic liver disease.
It was January 18th 2020 that the Chinese authorities reported a spike in 2019-nCoV cases. The first confirmed cases in Shenzhen and Beijing bringing the total confirmed cases to 204..
Did China report this COVID 19 Outbreak slowly?
My original thoughts were that China acted oddly in the release of information and since this I have been monitoring the data available and as this content is written today 12 December 2021 there is information about a new current issue in Wuhan right now.
New crown pneumonia epidemic situation in Wuhan (December 9, 2021). From 0:00 to 24:00 on December 9, 2021, there were 0 new confirmed cases, 0 new discharged cases, 0 new deaths, and 0 new suspected cases in the city. As of 24:00 on December 9, 2021, a total of 50,466 confirmed cases have been reported in the city.
The more research over time since January 2020 I have monitored China and Wuhan are always dealing with issues and reporting data publically so did they worry about this new variant of coronavirus pneumonia?
Back in January 2020 the WHO confirmed this coronavirus was capable of human-to-human transmission of the virus. At this point the total number of cases was 222, including infections among health-care workers.
The Chinese authorities reported a fourth death. and the WHO Director General Tedros Adhanom Ghebreyesus was invovled in an emergency committee on January 22nd 2020 to decide whether this constitutes a public health emergency of international concern.
January 23rd 2020 WHO decide to not declare the 2019-nCoV outbreak a public health emergency of international concern
On January 23rd 2020 the WHO’s director general decided not declare the 2019-nCoV outbreak a public health emergency of international concern yet and this was following recommendations by the emergency committee.
January 30th 2020 WHO declares the 2019-nCoV outbreak a public health emergency of international concern
On January 30th 2020 the WHO Director General Tedros Adhanom Ghebreyesus declares the 2019-nCoV outbreak a public health emergency of international concern.
WHO recommends “2019-nCoV acute respiratory disease” as interim name for the disease following the data they have.
10th February 2020 UK Health department declares 2019-nCoV a threat
The UK health department declares 2019-nCoV an “imminent threat” to public health, allowing the government to forcibly quarantine individuals. At this point the information available from the WHO suggests a vaccine could be available in an estimated 18 months and would be needed to control the virus.
11th February 2020 WHO gives the coronavirus its official name: COVID-19
It was February 11th 2020 that the WHO calls this coronavirus by offical name as COVID-19 and global research and innovation forum begins in Geneva. I nthe days following this the Worlds media reports deaths and infiections rates on huge scales and it is difficult to make a clear understanding of what is going on. On the 15th February France reports 1 death an 80 year old tourist from Hubei near Wuhan.
The World is now looking for answers and the data captured and release in February 2020 shows that more than 80% of patients have mild disease and 14% of cases lead to severe diseases which includes pneumonia.
5% of cases lead to critical diseases including respiratory failure, septic shock and multiorgan failure with 2% of reported cases lead to death.
With 92 documented cases in 12 countries
COVID 19 Dates to Death Rate In The UK
So from February 2020 the entire went into a meltdown with Covid taking over people's lives and the media coverage was aimed at spreading the death growth daily. The push for everyone to take up the vaccine in my personal circle I know more people ill from the vaccine than Covid 19 and even conversations of deaths from the vaccine. So lets look at the UK death rate recorded data again!
